Wednesday, November 19, 2003

ladies and gentlmen i have returned
more than two months since my last post and i realise it is time for me to up date the world on my warped life.
since then i have become very attached to my girl friend. nuf said.
i have also survived my year 12 exams and am now awaiting my results. but there is a confession i must make. for the longest time there has been little that has scared me. untill now. i am afaid of what the future may bring. but there is nutin i can do about that. i must just go and persue and use what i have. the fact of moving away from home is daunting enough. but the most daunting thing is the idea of expecting to have to move out of home but not know for certain if i have to. so there is the first thing that i am afraid of.
but i am alsio afriad of all of the uncertainties coming my way. it would be nice if there were more yes that it how it will be instead of maybee that is what will happen. it is important to remeber that the way to happy ness may not be between A and B but may be from A all the way to Z via B,C,D ect.

i know that this is not the most intersting thing that you will read but please belive me when i say this. this is my message to all people. if there is one thing you learn from me it is be you and dont be afraid to be you. somtimes standing out from the crowd is the hardest thing to do in the world.

ADIOS AND UNTILL NEXT TIME ADUE

Richard "Bric" McCoy